i need to blog this. =x

SMU yr ones (or at least that bunch i jus met) equates havoc ahhhhh. LOL~ *van arent u glad. lol*

let's see if i can rmb names... van *duh*.. michelle...priscilla....... brendon/brandon.....? =x tian le......................=x uh whoops? =x

all telling me not to go smu. lol. hmmm *thinks* haha. =x freshman bash sounds fun. but it's during preeeelleeeeems >< how to bash. bash up my progress report more likely =s

sports camp sounded fun fr e way they described... all that funny fireman lifting thingy and dunno what sore eyes ice bucket thingy.. and "leng dao ji dian" jokes. *north pole..*

uni is so fun.................. i cant wait. =x 

van: i kinda like the "we go on probation k..?" line =x

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i feel damn slow....><

now i know why he can live there "alone" la.... -_- cos his mom actually lives there... ><

no wonder she's always like prim and proper type..

sheesh took me how long to figure out -_-    

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bleah. maybe i shud revert to blogging more often now. though short.. =s

rants:

- i need to get into e swing of work

- suck la i hate deadlines

- screwed up syllabuses and teachers piling everything - no wonder j2 = hiong

 

and for now i'm happy! yay! =x

jus received a teacher's mail. though not a teacher of mine now, but at least you know someone actually cares about something beyond just your academics. seriously man, elitist views suck and i hate to be trapped in this kinda environment.

isnt it true one's surrounding is bound to determine certain acts that one carries out no matter how much one tries to avoid it..

whee!

next wk is a holiday-full wk =)) and hopefully get to go for sashimi~! =s i gotta learn how to eat raw stuff other than squids and veg n fishroe =x =x

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*screams* i wanna go tw too T_T why why why why am i always restricted by schooooool. grrrrr. everytime one ehhh T_T

but at least my mom agreed to lemme go to japan with them XD jokie's coming like right aft cts2. staying at hyatt somemore XD XD yay! we gonna go eat bak kut teh =x jikki boo..... you tooooo hurry up! XD =P

later gonna send valong and momo off. off off off! to tegomasu. i wanna gooo T_T nvm. shall stay here n wait. wait for stories =)

okie. shall spend these few days in like isolation. to lik, at least DO some work. =s the whole hols (so far at least) is like, shop, eat, chat, go out, watch vids bla bla bla i've a feeling cts2 are just gonna be like cts1, if not worse >_< jiu ming ahhhh

jwebs are coolio thingys. pi updates his like, everyday. 0-o to think he has the patience......right. kame's are always filled with emojis. XD but emojis are so cute. unlike stupid icons.

been catching up on all the concerts i've been missing these few years. (yeah so now u see where all my time went. dvdrips are <3. subs are <3<3<3 heh XD) summary was like, 0_______0 WOW kinda feeling. get me to pay 250 for the tickets i'll still willingly go.

since when in singapore, or anywhere else in asia for that matter, do you see 12 people flying in the air all at once, and water fountain display WITHIN the same indoor performance........=x indoor stadium isnt even half as cool as that. and to think i thought speed's dome final was quite good (excluding the deafening screams). summary is *gulps* damn good. =s

and. oh man. last night was some joke. oh gosh. tbc. xiao gang. RIGHT. what's up with them lah. wth. 2 months down the road tell me they're joining under jungiery. i wouldnt be surprised anymore. nutty guys. oh gosh.

last night momo was like "WTH" on e screen e moment msn was on. and i'm like "YAYAYA". lol. this is such a big joke.

trailer for hanakimi is out!! XD toma looks like jun. shun, yea still shun. and whatever her name is, "nobuta". i cant wait! XD immediately aft cts it's treat for the eyes heehee

and i realise it's been almost a month, but i kept forgetting to mention. jin's back! =) and here comes akame =s come aug...playzone. and kusa-uchi will too! wonder how are they doing right now...

which reminds me of shuuji suddenly. was watching one of the daite perfs. ms i think. pi's still "shuuji-kun"-ing. hahaha. shuuji-kun..... kon! oh gosh. pi's so *ahem* "girly" =x (that's if i put it nicely. =s)

and.and.and. last wk's ms's yorokobi sucks. like really terribly. the only thing that was fine was maru-koki's parts. akame -_- totally outofshape =s no wonder ying/momo complained.

goodgoodgood. cartoon kt's done. shall go watch. yorokobi's nice. =D shall make it e blog song =))

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i think i might have just stumbled upon some stuff that i never really wanted to know. ><

i'm into JE. AGAIN. wth. the last time was... what..? p4? p5? oh goodness. it seemed like ages ago. and i've been kamefied. =s pi's some bird-gay oh gosh. kon! -_-

tegomasu's kiss is nice. =) sheila, or wtv her name was, went like: it makes u wanna fall in love. well. prolly la, provided u understand what it meant lor lol

cts2 in 2 wks. i'm...er... still ploughing through lecture notes. die. i doubt i can finish in time. not that i've been doing much.. but... JE is srsly getting to me. =x and it's prolly gonna ruin my cts2 too. but. =X ＩAM JEfied so to speak =s

i cant believed i internalised the jenames in like, a few days. even db took me quite a while. 0-o

kattun's dat was super funny. ying showed me some lj caps and the stuff she wrote was like super funny XD kame's a slut LOL well... if not, there wouldnt be akame too right...? =s

oh goodness ryouchi is getting to me. bad tongue *slaps* -____-

I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOOOOOOOL *rants* =s

well at least i've something to look forward in julyyyyy XD jok's coming =)) and maybe jikki too~ XD and apparently luke too. HA. *show* to watch =X=X

wow this post is full of random stuff. shall go back to tego-ing. kissu is really nice! =s

兩個人明明是那麼的相愛卻固直的說要分手.這又為何呢?

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bleah. i'm kinda sleepy. but. well. IT'S FINALLY JUNE HOLS. though it aint much a hol for us. T_T

and

i'm upset for another thing as well. min closed his cw down. though he never really did "update" but still >-<

bleagh-ness aside, sharing a journey home with girlfriends always make me so much more un-sianned. =x just like e other night after rugby finals, sandra and clara cabbed home with me and like, all e way we were just whining, complaining, suanning, and blah, everything else lah. it's such a good way to fa xie everything lol XD

hung around long enough aft bball finals with vania and scooted around toa payoh before she left for training. concluded: june = mugging at alternate clubs. XD and of course must plus a bit of...er....crapping around =x

suddenly feeling quite glad for giving some of the events a miss. though i missed out some interesting things, but i guess i managed to keep my life a bit more in "order" than the mess it's already in.

and i also came to my realisation, no doubt abit too late, that the only way to keep me focused on my work is to lock me up in a room, classroom preferrably, with no one else inside. of course, pls give me ventilation -_- bleah. bOOOHOOOs to all those days spent trying to concentrate AT HOME. totally useless -_-

determined to spend the rest of the school days ignorant. saves you a lot of trouble actually.

and.

I NEED TO SETTLE MY SHOPPING CRAVINGS ASAP oh gosh. ><

shall go tidy up my desk a bit, looks as if a hurricane just passed by or sth -______-

i actually kinda miss him quite a bit but so difficult to call him. give what excuse? how?

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i realise..

whenever i start slipping, losing control whatsoever, there's an implicit tendency for me to slip right back into the past, living on reminisence.

and

i feel like i'm losing sight. as in, literally. i hope the degeneration crap didnt really come true, though it sounds really plausible. i dont wanna go blind just cos of a levels. damn.

there're so many times today i just wanted to swear but i guess i controlled.

there're also an equal number of times today i just wanted to cry but i guess that didnt come true either.

yay for increase in tolerance.

and to think this morning i heard over the radio a discussion about the expulsion of tormenting emotions benefiting the health of an individual. yet here i am doing the exact opposite.

i think i'm really weird.

i can't believe how i'm trying to cheer others up when i am not even helping those closest to me. maybe it's just because i cant help it? i dont know. sometimes when you know them too well things just get harder.

and i think this is the first time for the past few weeks i'm blogging this long? yay again. it's surprising how i still have the patience to tap at this keyboard right now.

i'm getting "ventilation" this weekend! whee. and i really want that lonsdale. ><

suddenly forgot what i wanted to type.

tataz~

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ahhhhhhhhh

so uglyyyyy

ahhhhhhhhh

oh nooooooooo

ahhhhhhh

 

ok i should stop screaming and get out of e house damnit

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你不要对我那么好行吗.. 我怕我真的会喜欢上你..

汗... |||

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i've an urge to go watch nationals and give moral support. but it's ironic. =x people watch nationals/match support for your own school. but i'm going there to watch another school's. =s wondering if i should after all. cause they're all gonna be competing in the same venue and i dont want a repeat telecast of what happened. sigh. can't people just mind their own businesses. nvm. shall think about it after hols. still got time. at most i'll jus drag kev along or sth. sigh.

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